i'll never get my strength back.

Thanks to all my friends that support me, especially, shasha and hanisah.. Although they think that i'll get back my smile on my face someday.. but i dont think i will. How should i smile if my feelings dont.. I tried to be happy although inside i dont. but i just cant. I dont have the strength. I'm not strong enough like u, hanisah. U'r strong to hide the sadness that u feel. but i'm not as strong as you. It took away all my strength. Maybe after this i wont be the same me anymore.. MAYBE. There's just one thing that can help me get my strength back. Theres just one thing that can make me stay the same. There's just one thing that can make me smile back like always. One thing. Only one.